The people whom I am close to are so busy with their not-being-single life. And somehow I feel like I am being left out since there is no more best friends outing that we used to have. Ousted.
I do not want to fall into their dramas. Dramas of jealousy, insecurity, hatred.
And it happens that I am back to my usual me; do stuff alone and read novels. Spending ten of US dollars on ebooks. Revolving around my gadgets,reading tech stuff, exploring new music, out for a jog and spend some time to workout. And of course, classes.
Not pretty sure if this is the life that i want to have but I do not really have much option.
Being alone and being lonely have never been the same.